Don't it make my brown eyes blue

I feel very weird right now. Mostly I feel sad and crestfallen and disappointed. I had my Valentine's Party tonight and I feel like it was a failure. A few people cancelled and a few people just didn't show up at all. And then some people came but left after a very short time. This week started off on such a high note that I should have known it would go down. On Monday I got to work and found out that I had won the Super Bowl squares thing. It was a nice chunk of change. But after that, it's like all these little things kept going wrong and twenty minutes before my party tonight I was on the phone with my mother in tears. I've just been feeling really down this week and everything has been going wrong. I'm sick of crying. When is it my turn to be happy?